....for now.
I finished exams exactly a week ago and it took me so long to recover from the trauma. After 6 months of worrying about this exam and feeling guilty whenever I was doing everything but studying, you'd think it was worth it.
The paper was fucking hard. It was called Actuarial Risk Management (CA1) split into two papers and 3 hours long each. I spent the last half of Paper 1 thinking about changing my profession. Thinking about changing my career path. Thinking about everything other than this. Who the hell still wants to study after a long day of work? It was me who bet my whole future on the promise of a bright future. I wanted this so badly then but now I don't know.
This job is so overrated. The pay is so overrated. The job security is so underrated (in light of the recent financial crisis). I am just feeling frustrated.
It was a bad exam and I resent having to resit the paper again.
I will be okay. I just need to blurt it all out (trust me there is more). Thanks for listening all.
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