....for now.
I finished exams exactly a week ago and it took me so long to recover from the trauma. After 6 months of worrying about this exam and feeling guilty whenever I was doing everything but studying, you'd think it was worth it.
The paper was fucking hard. It was called Actuarial Risk Management (CA1) split into two papers and 3 hours long each. I spent the last half of Paper 1 thinking about changing my profession. Thinking about changing my career path. Thinking about everything other than this. Who the hell still wants to study after a long day of work? It was me who bet my whole future on the promise of a bright future. I wanted this so badly then but now I don't know.
This job is so overrated. The pay is so overrated. The job security is so underrated (in light of the recent financial crisis). I am just feeling frustrated.
It was a bad exam and I resent having to resit the paper again.
I will be okay. I just need to blurt it all out (trust me there is more). Thanks for listening all.
MY
Monday, 27 April 2009
Wednesday, 15 April 2009
BZZZZZZyan
I know. I've been busy...
Ask Ads - he'll know.
I can work until as late as 9.30pm then end up watching movies and.... bed...
I've been designing Sweet Deli'ght's Menu..
Hehe just doing a mock but barely have time for that too - but don't worry, tho' the progress's a lil' SLLLOW... it's progressing!
And OMGGG HY ... your blog entry is so sweet lahhh...
HAHA And nice hair!
Wonder when am I gonna see Mr.Botak's gf.
Random updates:
1. Been havin' a great appetite only on food that I really really like.
2. Can't really get into a good sleep at night - I either have some kinda weird dream and wake up feeling tired or I can't really sleep at all
3. Been feeling really restless - and somewhat anxious for no reason
See, like right now it's 1.15am and I'm supposed to be asleep...
And I can't sleeeeep...
But I feel too tired to concentrate on the menu...
But yet I can't get INTO a 'sleep'..
maybe I should play fishing on my phone or sumthin'
And Ad's - thanks for being really sweet to me, really enjoy your companionship: When are we gonna watch Marley and Me? HEHE
Mr.Botak - thanks for the toast you made on the day you got drunk. hope that I get to meet your gf =)
Miss Mayyy Yan - hope that all goes well for you and don't overstress yourself during exams! And when are you coming backkk to visitttt
Mr. Hai - I'm happy for you ;) The pictures are sooo sweeeeeeetttttttttttttttt and she looks sweet too =))
Mr. Kung Yan - I don't know whuz goin'on back there but erm... can you help typing out chinese food names for Ad's dad's menu??? HEEHEE
AAAA 1.20am d...
And I want Adam "Gay" Lambert to win AI.... ^_^V
Ask Ads - he'll know.
I can work until as late as 9.30pm then end up watching movies and.... bed...
I've been designing Sweet Deli'ght's Menu..
Hehe just doing a mock but barely have time for that too - but don't worry, tho' the progress's a lil' SLLLOW... it's progressing!
And OMGGG HY ... your blog entry is so sweet lahhh...
HAHA And nice hair!
Wonder when am I gonna see Mr.Botak's gf.
Random updates:
1. Been havin' a great appetite only on food that I really really like.
2. Can't really get into a good sleep at night - I either have some kinda weird dream and wake up feeling tired or I can't really sleep at all
3. Been feeling really restless - and somewhat anxious for no reason
See, like right now it's 1.15am and I'm supposed to be asleep...
And I can't sleeeeep...
But I feel too tired to concentrate on the menu...
But yet I can't get INTO a 'sleep'..
maybe I should play fishing on my phone or sumthin'
And Ad's - thanks for being really sweet to me, really enjoy your companionship: When are we gonna watch Marley and Me? HEHE
Mr.Botak - thanks for the toast you made on the day you got drunk. hope that I get to meet your gf =)
Miss Mayyy Yan - hope that all goes well for you and don't overstress yourself during exams! And when are you coming backkk to visitttt
Mr. Hai - I'm happy for you ;) The pictures are sooo sweeeeeeetttttttttttttttt and she looks sweet too =))
Mr. Kung Yan - I don't know whuz goin'on back there but erm... can you help typing out chinese food names for Ad's dad's menu??? HEEHEE
AAAA 1.20am d...
And I want Adam "Gay" Lambert to win AI.... ^_^V
Monday, 13 April 2009
It's my turn!
Hi everyone,
How is everything? Congrats to HY! I am glad you quit smoking for her! Keep up the good work! I know is quite tough for a smoker to quit smoking! I know you can do it dude! I am having inter semester break now and catching up with all my assignments! SIGHS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HELP ME!!!!!!! Damn you all going to have BBQ this coming Saturday. You guys are making me jealous! Please upload some nice photos from the BBQ alright? Lastly, i really hate MACHESTER UNITED!They have been lucky recetly! They do not deserved to won the previous 2 matches! "KIKO MARCHEDA" I HATE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
LIVERPOOL: YOU WILL NEVER WALK ALONE!!!!!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A487hyjYQWw
Along life's road
There will be sunshine and rain
Roses and thorns, laughter and pain
And 'cross the miles
You will face mountains so steep
Deserts so long and valleys so deep
Sometimes the Journey's gentle
Sometimes the cold winds blow
But I want you to remember
I want you to know
You will never walk alone
As long as you have faith
Jesus will be right beside you all the way
And you may feel you're far from home
But home is where He is
And He'll be there down every road
You will never walk alone
never, no never
The path will wind
And you will find wonders and fears
Labors of love and a few falling tears
Across the years
There will be some twists and turns
Mistakes to make and lessons to learn
Sometimes the journey's gentle
Sometimes the cold winds blow
But I want you to remember wherever you may go
Jesus knows your joy, Jesus knows your need
He will go the distance with you faithfully
How is everything? Congrats to HY! I am glad you quit smoking for her! Keep up the good work! I know is quite tough for a smoker to quit smoking! I know you can do it dude! I am having inter semester break now and catching up with all my assignments! SIGHS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HELP ME!!!!!!! Damn you all going to have BBQ this coming Saturday. You guys are making me jealous! Please upload some nice photos from the BBQ alright? Lastly, i really hate MACHESTER UNITED!They have been lucky recetly! They do not deserved to won the previous 2 matches! "KIKO MARCHEDA" I HATE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
LIVERPOOL: YOU WILL NEVER WALK ALONE!!!!!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A487hyjYQWw
Along life's road
There will be sunshine and rain
Roses and thorns, laughter and pain
And 'cross the miles
You will face mountains so steep
Deserts so long and valleys so deep
Sometimes the Journey's gentle
Sometimes the cold winds blow
But I want you to remember
I want you to know
You will never walk alone
As long as you have faith
Jesus will be right beside you all the way
And you may feel you're far from home
But home is where He is
And He'll be there down every road
You will never walk alone
never, no never
The path will wind
And you will find wonders and fears
Labors of love and a few falling tears
Across the years
There will be some twists and turns
Mistakes to make and lessons to learn
Sometimes the journey's gentle
Sometimes the cold winds blow
But I want you to remember wherever you may go
Jesus knows your joy, Jesus knows your need
He will go the distance with you faithfully
Sunday, 12 April 2009
My turn....
Grats Grats Grats to HY
lovely news my friend....guess wat?? same situation man...fell in love...seeing some 1
been together for 3 weeks, still new, still fresh...just wanted to share since HY has already "admitted"...=)
Hope that i can intro her to u guys soon...she's kinda shy...and she wanna take it slow...so yea..when the time is right....
well...had shisha with ads, marcus, his gf, and his bro, Mus and John, Carnea and Jason. catched up a alittle, planning a bbq this sat...so for those of u who are missing out, we'll post some pics...
and guys....blog more..! wat's going on???
is every 1 that bz??? hmmmm...
well...gotta go....
Botak Yan
lovely news my friend....guess wat?? same situation man...fell in love...seeing some 1
been together for 3 weeks, still new, still fresh...just wanted to share since HY has already "admitted"...=)
Hope that i can intro her to u guys soon...she's kinda shy...and she wanna take it slow...so yea..when the time is right....
well...had shisha with ads, marcus, his gf, and his bro, Mus and John, Carnea and Jason. catched up a alittle, planning a bbq this sat...so for those of u who are missing out, we'll post some pics...
and guys....blog more..! wat's going on???
is every 1 that bz??? hmmmm...
well...gotta go....
Botak Yan
Saturday, 11 April 2009
Me and Elaine
I'm not hiding. I'm not missing in action. I got a girl friend now and her name is Elaine. She is from China and i got to know her in NMIT. She is a nice and friendly person. She can be funny yet stubborn.
I really like her and i guess she does the same way. I was sick like 2 weeks ago and she took good care of me. I really appreciate it and this makes me love her more and more.
In a way i quit smoking because of her, she force me to do it. However, i was coughing like hell when i was sick, i also know that i have to do something to it. So, good news for you people, i got myself a girl friend and i have not been smoking for like more than 2 weeks.
This post is for you Elaine, not sure if you will read it but all i would say is that I love you and really appreciate that you gave me a chance and took good care of me. For all my friends, i have updated myself so no need to ask much now. Take care people, hope to update you guys more often.
HY
I really like her and i guess she does the same way. I was sick like 2 weeks ago and she took good care of me. I really appreciate it and this makes me love her more and more.
In a way i quit smoking because of her, she force me to do it. However, i was coughing like hell when i was sick, i also know that i have to do something to it. So, good news for you people, i got myself a girl friend and i have not been smoking for like more than 2 weeks.
This post is for you Elaine, not sure if you will read it but all i would say is that I love you and really appreciate that you gave me a chance and took good care of me. For all my friends, i have updated myself so no need to ask much now. Take care people, hope to update you guys more often.
HY
Monday, 6 April 2009
Because Of You by Ne-Yo
(In part)
I got a problem and I don't know what to do about it
Even if I did I don't know if I would quit but I doubt it
I'm taken by the thought of it
And I know this much is true
Baby, you have become my addiction
I'm so strung out on you I can barely move
But I like it and it's all because of you
I got a problem and I don't know what to do about it
Even if I did I don't know if I would quit but I doubt it
I'm taken by the thought of it
And I know this much is true
Baby, you have become my addiction
I'm so strung out on you I can barely move
But I like it and it's all because of you
Thursday, 2 April 2009
Daylight Saving Time is a nuisance
Flight departure from Edinburgh: 8.55am Sunday 29th March
Time on mobile says 7.15am
Me at 7.15 am : Hi, can I get a taxi to the airport?
Operator: Sure, what time will that be?
Me: 8.10am
Operator: 8.10am tomorrow?
Me: No 8.10am in a bit. Today.
Operator: It was 8.10am a few minutes ago.
Me: What?! But it is only 7.18am on my mobile! Oh no! DAYLIGHT SAVING! OH SHIT OH SHIT! Can I get a taxi now?!
Man, like I haven't been here long enough to get used to this. Twice a year this happens to almost everyone. Well, the clock moving backwards in autumn ensures that we are one hour earlier which means one hour of less sleep if we are unaware of the change in time. Over spring, once a year most transport companies benefit from us buying our fares twice. The media should alert us in advance.
MY
Time on mobile says 7.15am
Me at 7.15 am : Hi, can I get a taxi to the airport?
Operator: Sure, what time will that be?
Me: 8.10am
Operator: 8.10am tomorrow?
Me: No 8.10am in a bit. Today.
Operator: It was 8.10am a few minutes ago.
Me: What?! But it is only 7.18am on my mobile! Oh no! DAYLIGHT SAVING! OH SHIT OH SHIT! Can I get a taxi now?!
Man, like I haven't been here long enough to get used to this. Twice a year this happens to almost everyone. Well, the clock moving backwards in autumn ensures that we are one hour earlier which means one hour of less sleep if we are unaware of the change in time. Over spring, once a year most transport companies benefit from us buying our fares twice. The media should alert us in advance.
MY
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